is nazareth the band really right..love hurts?

I am sitting here struggling with what to do and what I usually do when im struggling is get on here..or vent to someone..i did that it didn't help. I am soo confused and consumed..when do you end a relationship if they don't say they love you? Is it fair to judge someone to that standard and let them go because of a verbal statement? Or is it more you know if they can't say it they don't feel it and that is more what hurts? I am not sure the answers on any of these..but I do know that every person out there deserves someone to be head over heels for them..not necesarily like ohh let me get you this or do this for you..but to know you can fall into there arms when your having a bad time or call them up and get support from them or vice versa. I mean i know your own happiness is in your own two hands and in yourself, however people close to you tend to usually help right?

So back to just my life, I love this person and I truly want to be with this person. They have a lot of wonderful aspects and they make me laugh and we do laugh together and share lots of each others lives with each other.They have tried to support me in there own way sometimes.Because don't get me wrong i def. have more then the average person going on in their life. However, I also want LOVE the four letters. I want to for sure feel it, don't get me wrong I do feel it from this individual but it very much bothers me that i can't say for sure because they can't just say those words. I mean I guess i understand if your not in love with someone then your not. At the same time giving feelings out that you do is not right either if your not. Maybe i have it all ass backwards but It's how i see it. Just everyone should be completely clear. I feel you never want to regret something that you didn't do when you knew you should have. You can't relive it. At the same point you can't have it all or can you?? Love is alot.

lack of caffeine..

So you never really think that you can't just stop drinking caffeine..but let me tell you what it's soo hard. I am trying to go through with lent this year and so I have decided to give up on caffeine..but so far the past two days I have had a major caffeine headache. I mean for me atleast I don't drink coffee (hate the stuff) never liked the taste, ever. However, pop is a different category. I went without it for like over a year then all the sudden I believe this summer out of no where I decided to start drinking caffeine again. I used to only drink sprite and orange pop stuff with no caffeine obviously.

I do believe it will make a difference in my body. I think pop is just a filler. You know it doesn't do anything good for your body but tastes amazing! I know that they say if you go off pop you might loose a little weight just because of the calories and the sugar in them. So that would be a nice bonus. Well, anyways this isn't the most interesting post, but I am trying to do atleast two posts a week. So we shall see what comes from this. ;)

V day gift

ice cold water and alot like love..

So here i go again...on my ownnnn..haha okay not the last part just starting to sing a song! So i was just sitting here reading someone elses blog about how when she started using the internet..and just kind of thinking back on all the times documented sort of like a diary. This made me think..i need to start writing on here again! So here i go im off!!

First up..i am having a slight obsession with water, ice cold water! I love it..pretty much every night i freeze a container of water then drink it during the next day! It is amazzzing! It's alot better then what I was doing which was drinking wayyy to much pop I need to go back to my roots haha water! Much healthier..i have no idea when i started drinking caffeine again but it's a bad habit to kick. Sooo stupid that I started up with that again cuz now im going to have to kick it once more! Blahhh.

Second, it's almost valentines day I love this day..i'm not sure why. The whole commercial aspect of it is overrated. But it is nice to know how much you are loved by someone and to have a personal day for it. I don't think that you have to be in a relationship to enjoy this day. I mean come on..you can go to a movie with friends, take yourself to the mall, get your nails done, or go out to dinner/drinks with friends! There are lots of options. This year i think were doing a dinner and movie night me and Brian. Should be a good time!:)

Last, I watched Alot like Love last weekend..i have seen it a million times, I love everything about that movie. The music, acting, photography aspect everything! If you haven't seen it you should rent it today! Oh and the soundtrack I have to get the soundtrack amazing! It stars Amanda Peet and lovely Ashton Kutcher. They both do phenominal in this movie! Okay, I'm done rambling away. Let me know if you have seen this movie!