lack of caffeine..

So you never really think that you can't just stop drinking caffeine..but let me tell you what it's soo hard. I am trying to go through with lent this year and so I have decided to give up on caffeine..but so far the past two days I have had a major caffeine headache. I mean for me atleast I don't drink coffee (hate the stuff) never liked the taste, ever. However, pop is a different category. I went without it for like over a year then all the sudden I believe this summer out of no where I decided to start drinking caffeine again. I used to only drink sprite and orange pop stuff with no caffeine obviously.

I do believe it will make a difference in my body. I think pop is just a filler. You know it doesn't do anything good for your body but tastes amazing! I know that they say if you go off pop you might loose a little weight just because of the calories and the sugar in them. So that would be a nice bonus. Well, anyways this isn't the most interesting post, but I am trying to do atleast two posts a week. So we shall see what comes from this. ;)

V day gift

ice cold water and alot like love..

So here i go again...on my ownnnn..haha okay not the last part just starting to sing a song! So i was just sitting here reading someone elses blog about how when she started using the internet..and just kind of thinking back on all the times documented sort of like a diary. This made me think..i need to start writing on here again! So here i go im off!!

First up..i am having a slight obsession with water, ice cold water! I love it..pretty much every night i freeze a container of water then drink it during the next day! It is amazzzing! It's alot better then what I was doing which was drinking wayyy to much pop I need to go back to my roots haha water! Much healthier..i have no idea when i started drinking caffeine again but it's a bad habit to kick. Sooo stupid that I started up with that again cuz now im going to have to kick it once more! Blahhh.

Second, it's almost valentines day I love this day..i'm not sure why. The whole commercial aspect of it is overrated. But it is nice to know how much you are loved by someone and to have a personal day for it. I don't think that you have to be in a relationship to enjoy this day. I mean come on..you can go to a movie with friends, take yourself to the mall, get your nails done, or go out to dinner/drinks with friends! There are lots of options. This year i think were doing a dinner and movie night me and Brian. Should be a good time!:)

Last, I watched Alot like Love last weekend..i have seen it a million times, I love everything about that movie. The music, acting, photography aspect everything! If you haven't seen it you should rent it today! Oh and the soundtrack I have to get the soundtrack amazing! It stars Amanda Peet and lovely Ashton Kutcher. They both do phenominal in this movie! Okay, I'm done rambling away. Let me know if you have seen this movie!

Back to reality..

So here I am back at home after two weeks of being confined to the hospital..horrible! I don't recommend to anyone..blah..hopefully everything will maybe start to go smoothly. So today I went to my nannying job, so fun! I absolutely love watching baby M(i decided I'm not going to give his name since it's not my baby). But he is absolutely adorable! So precious. So I did that then went to a bbq at my Aunt and Uncles with my Mom. I love having my Mom here..i have to admit! It has been very nice spending a few weeks with her! I will miss her when she's gone. But I'm hoping to be able to go visit my Parents soon!

I have recently been in debate with in myself if I should get waves or not. I am still not completly sure..hmm. However, I think I might try Glimmer Gloss Glows idea about hair waves or Juicy Star007 tricks to wavy hair. See if it works out. I get to thinking if I spend money to get my hair permentaly waved or atleast till it grows out then I won't be able to get rid of it if I hate it unless I payed to get it back to straight which would be outrageously expensive! So straight I keep it..okay I just went off on a tangent about that!

What else..oh gosh I know! I MISSED JASON ALDEAN last weekend cuz I was in the hospital. That was so dissappointing! My boyfriend had suprised me with tickets although he can't keep secrets so he told me weeks ago. But i was so happy and excited. But it didn't happen. I haven't seen him for a few weeks which to me has sucked for me. Well I think I'm gonna go back to watching house hunters..i know friday night and I'm watching house hunters but I love it!!:) Have a fun weekend all!

Oh one last thing..i have two jobs coming up for photography! My cousin and my good friend and they both have kids! Soo excited!:)

hmm..so these are my wants

These are my wants:
Okay, okay I know this doesn't sound very good but come on I'm a girl..i just accumulate stuff in my mind that I need to have or I think I need to have! Here goes..

*new glasses
*3 pair of shoes from cutesy girl..one being cowboy boots! Jason Aldean here I come!
*Burberry Brit or also Burberry sheer Brit

*a hair change
*new camera lens
*the new Nars Palette the Paris one! From sacs..omg I absolutely love the colors
*some new clothes and jeans!!:)
*a closet cloth organizer..not much room in my tiny room haha

okay that's it for now..i may think of more later
don't think of me as some obsessive needy wants person..i promise i'm not

I am back..25 random facts about me..

Hello All,

It has been a long, long while since i did this..wowee..march! Time flys I love summertime, however I'm soo extremely ready for Fall! I love everything about fall: leaves, the way the air smells, the temperature, Halloween, taking fall pictures, carving pumkins, baking seeds, dressing up for halloween..okay, okay I'm sure you get what im saying haha. Basically half of what I just mentioned has to do with Halloween! I am a bit obsessed! Anyways, so today or yesterday I read a blog post from Glimmer, Gloss Glow I believe and it was 50 random facts about yourself so here I go with as many as I can come up with right now..
1. I love the Beatles, everything about them.
2. I love pickles I mean like love them I could eat them everyday and several of them.
3. I like cheese as well with Pickles.
4. I aspire to write a novel an autobiography!
5. I love the way the air smells in the winter time here.
6. Gloomy days sometimes very often make me happy and comfortable.
7. I have had 4 surgeries(major ones) in my life.
8. I like painting.
9. I hate when people rub there toes or feet together haha..don't ask me why..except get this I do it at times!
10. I still sleep with my stuffed monkey that I have had since birth..well he's on the bed atleast.
11. I bite my nails, but I have finally conquered it I believe! Hopefully they keep growing
12. I know like every word to many, many songs and different types of music..
13. I love oldies!
14. I like vienna sausages..i got that from my aunt.
15. I used to quote many, many lines of Dazed and Confused..and no I was not a druggie.
16. I love Cameron Crowe Movies!
17. I used to watch Mary Poppins daily when I was a young child..like atleast once maybe twice a day!
18. I have never had a real skin routine meaning my face gets washed by the shower.
19. I don't usually wear any makeup.
20. I hate socks!
21. I took spanish for like 3.5 years and I can't hardly speak any!
22. I love learning about history!
23. I love cooking.
24. I like decorating the Christmas tree by myself..haha but having people in the room..
25. I am an only child.

plane crash..something no one should ever see..

So today as im sure some of you have seen or heard about on the news..there was a plane crash in butte montana..it was completely horrible. Unfortunetly I saw this crash first hand right in front of my eyes! It was like i was imagining it at first..me and my boyfriend were in his truck and i just sat there and watched as the plane flew downward at a rapid speed first looking as if it might be landing, however it was past the airport landing strip then taking a nose dive downward into the cemetary..i didn't even say anything i just sat there in shock watching it! Just as it hit the ground i finally got out oh my gosh did you just see that plane just crashed..omg..Brian had just been looking both ways to get out on the main road..but then as i said that to him he looked over with me as i pointed and then a huge ploom of smoke and flames began..it was horrifying..i can't imagine what all of those children and adults went through..my prayers are with the families of those victims..and i pray that no one had to suffer. It was just something that you only see in the movies and never, ever imagine that you would see in real life. Something that no one wants to ever see. I am truly shaken by this.