Back to reality..

So here I am back at home after two weeks of being confined to the hospital..horrible! I don't recommend to anyone..blah..hopefully everything will maybe start to go smoothly. So today I went to my nannying job, so fun! I absolutely love watching baby M(i decided I'm not going to give his name since it's not my baby). But he is absolutely adorable! So precious. So I did that then went to a bbq at my Aunt and Uncles with my Mom. I love having my Mom here..i have to admit! It has been very nice spending a few weeks with her! I will miss her when she's gone. But I'm hoping to be able to go visit my Parents soon!

I have recently been in debate with in myself if I should get waves or not. I am still not completly sure..hmm. However, I think I might try Glimmer Gloss Glows idea about hair waves or Juicy Star007 tricks to wavy hair. See if it works out. I get to thinking if I spend money to get my hair permentaly waved or atleast till it grows out then I won't be able to get rid of it if I hate it unless I payed to get it back to straight which would be outrageously expensive! So straight I keep it..okay I just went off on a tangent about that!

What else..oh gosh I know! I MISSED JASON ALDEAN last weekend cuz I was in the hospital. That was so dissappointing! My boyfriend had suprised me with tickets although he can't keep secrets so he told me weeks ago. But i was so happy and excited. But it didn't happen. I haven't seen him for a few weeks which to me has sucked for me. Well I think I'm gonna go back to watching house hunters..i know friday night and I'm watching house hunters but I love it!!:) Have a fun weekend all!

Oh one last thing..i have two jobs coming up for photography! My cousin and my good friend and they both have kids! Soo excited!:)

hmm..so these are my wants

These are my wants:
Okay, okay I know this doesn't sound very good but come on I'm a girl..i just accumulate stuff in my mind that I need to have or I think I need to have! Here goes..

*new glasses
*3 pair of shoes from cutesy girl..one being cowboy boots! Jason Aldean here I come!
*Burberry Brit or also Burberry sheer Brit

*a hair change
*new camera lens
*the new Nars Palette the Paris one! From sacs..omg I absolutely love the colors
*some new clothes and jeans!!:)
*a closet cloth organizer..not much room in my tiny room haha

okay that's it for now..i may think of more later
don't think of me as some obsessive needy wants person..i promise i'm not

I am back..25 random facts about me..

Hello All,

It has been a long, long while since i did this..wowee..march! Time flys I love summertime, however I'm soo extremely ready for Fall! I love everything about fall: leaves, the way the air smells, the temperature, Halloween, taking fall pictures, carving pumkins, baking seeds, dressing up for halloween..okay, okay I'm sure you get what im saying haha. Basically half of what I just mentioned has to do with Halloween! I am a bit obsessed! Anyways, so today or yesterday I read a blog post from Glimmer, Gloss Glow I believe and it was 50 random facts about yourself so here I go with as many as I can come up with right now..
1. I love the Beatles, everything about them.
2. I love pickles I mean like love them I could eat them everyday and several of them.
3. I like cheese as well with Pickles.
4. I aspire to write a novel an autobiography!
5. I love the way the air smells in the winter time here.
6. Gloomy days sometimes very often make me happy and comfortable.
7. I have had 4 surgeries(major ones) in my life.
8. I like painting.
9. I hate when people rub there toes or feet together haha..don't ask me why..except get this I do it at times!
10. I still sleep with my stuffed monkey that I have had since birth..well he's on the bed atleast.
11. I bite my nails, but I have finally conquered it I believe! Hopefully they keep growing
12. I know like every word to many, many songs and different types of music..
13. I love oldies!
14. I like vienna sausages..i got that from my aunt.
15. I used to quote many, many lines of Dazed and Confused..and no I was not a druggie.
16. I love Cameron Crowe Movies!
17. I used to watch Mary Poppins daily when I was a young child..like atleast once maybe twice a day!
18. I have never had a real skin routine meaning my face gets washed by the shower.
19. I don't usually wear any makeup.
20. I hate socks!
21. I took spanish for like 3.5 years and I can't hardly speak any!
22. I love learning about history!
23. I love cooking.
24. I like decorating the Christmas tree by myself..haha but having people in the room..
25. I am an only child.

plane crash..something no one should ever see..

So today as im sure some of you have seen or heard about on the news..there was a plane crash in butte montana..it was completely horrible. Unfortunetly I saw this crash first hand right in front of my eyes! It was like i was imagining it at first..me and my boyfriend were in his truck and i just sat there and watched as the plane flew downward at a rapid speed first looking as if it might be landing, however it was past the airport landing strip then taking a nose dive downward into the cemetary..i didn't even say anything i just sat there in shock watching it! Just as it hit the ground i finally got out oh my gosh did you just see that plane just crashed..omg..Brian had just been looking both ways to get out on the main road..but then as i said that to him he looked over with me as i pointed and then a huge ploom of smoke and flames began..it was horrifying..i can't imagine what all of those children and adults went through..my prayers are with the families of those victims..and i pray that no one had to suffer. It was just something that you only see in the movies and never, ever imagine that you would see in real life. Something that no one wants to ever see. I am truly shaken by this.

Friends and Movies:)

Soo let's see tonight I went to Bride Wars with a good friend. It was very good! Loved it actually..it made me think about friends in the past and ones that i have had for a long time or ones that i have only known for a short time but all and all how amazing these people are. It was funny because the friend I went with has been my friend for 15 years..we have known each other since i was in 5th grade and her in 6th..crazy! But it is amazing to have good friends. I just wanted to say that..im sure this isn't that interesting of a blog but oh well. I am also glad to have possibly done a little mending of a friendship with a certain someone they know who they are if they are reading this. Well anyways..hope everyone has a good weekend wait no a great weekend..oh and real quick this is a rating of movies that i have seen and also movies that i want to see..

Marley and me= totally worth seeing!:)
Gran Torino=very good, but a bit different in some parts..but overall good
Bride Wars=well obviously it was good but not one for guys probably although there was guys there..
want to see...
He's just not that into you
Revolutionary Road
Confessions of A Shopaholic
Rachel's Getting Married
Slumdog Millionaire
New In Town

update

so i decided maybe i should update this since it's been a while..well whats new..i have not been feeling well lately was in the hospital for a few days last week they were trying to figure out what was wrong with me wbc was up..and had a bad side ache and had also passed out..so they tried to figure that out..needless to say after all that they didn't. Then they thought or i should say my reg doc had thought that maybe i had ovarian cysts..so that is no fun so now im awaiting the results to see if that is indeed what i do have. I am not quite sure as of yet. I am supposed to get the call today. so basically for the past week or soo i have been laying around and taking it easy for the most part..not really in a get up and go kind of mood at all. So ya i just thought i would update not that i regularly post but it got me thinking because miss karen usually always posts almost daily and i haven't seen a post from her in like two weeks and so i tried to go to her page and it's private..however i know it didn't used to be boo so now im hoping all is well and that she will start posting again..or let me know if all is okay with you..well hope all is well with everyone.

random energy

So here it is 12:15 in the morning and i have this huge burst of energy. I wanna move my furniture around! I know wierd huh? I have been obsessing over moving it for a long while now..and still havent done it. It's annoying..so i think im going to do it! Well im not sure but i think soo..im debating it! I think it will look okay but it may make the room look a bit smaller..well who knows..i will take a before and after picture when i do it and you can all tell me what you think..haha even though if i like it the way i have done it then i probably will just keep it that way! Cuz it's going to be a pain in the bum for me to move all this by myself..it requires alot of energy from my 5'3 body! Well anywho hope all is having a good weekend wherever they are..peace out bean sprout! haha.