Bad Girls..

I sit here watching bad girls club..haha i definetly liked last season better then this season. No one and I mean no one can outdue Tanesha. She was great!:) So what else, well im super sick..feeling like crapola totally. I have had this crappy thing on and off for like a month and now it came to a full blown crap show two days ago. Last night I layed on my couch trying to feel better, i had a fever and was bark coughing it was horrible. Laying on my couch made me realize how crappy it is when you are sick and your alone. Doesn't it? Well anyways to me it does majorly! I basically layed there feeling bad for myself and being super emotional. I ended up talking to my mom who helped take my mind off it. Then went to sleep. I woke up today feeling like 50 % better which was strange, but amazing! I still feel shitty, but now I can actually breathe out of my nose. So because of this i was able to enjoy my omlett that i made myself and also a brownie from the brownies i made like friday before the "storm" set in. Other then that I have been thinking about how I have a paper to do for my final still due thursday and a final in Interior Design which also has to be taken by thursday. I may just do my paper today. So that will just leave my final on thursday. Well I am off..hopefully I keep feeling this way and just better soon! Later all.

Friends..

Friends are amazing. That is how I will start this..haha So, I am an only child I know que the ohh goshhhh..haha..anyways its fine. I am okay with it totally:) Well anyways, I have always thought as my friends as very important, almost like sisters. It's a very strange/amazing thing..you see this certain people as people that you can count on and hope that they get this feeling in return. I had a very tough day today and there are a few people that I would like to say thank you to for helping me..first off

Laura, she is an amazing person. I have only known her for lets see a little over a year! That is crazy. It seems as though I have known her for quite longer then that. Laura you are like a sister to me:) We are usually on the same page which is kinda funny and we think very much alike:) Laura is always there to listen and gives pretty great advice. She is a very down to earth person and not one to sugar coat stuff which i love!:) I am very thankful that you are always there to talk to and always are there to help me realize some of the positive and make me laugh as well! I just wanted to say a special thanks..even though we are talking on messenger right now! haha.

Second, I want to thank you Lisa..you are always one to listen very carefully and although you don't give advice I know that you do care. You are a very creative person and I hope you go for what you want..going back to school may be an amazing adventure:)
It is a funny thing that we went four years without really talking because of you being in college in idaho and me being in college here yet we are brought back together and it's like a day hadn't passed. I am soo glad that we are still friends today:) Thank you Liseyy.


Third, I want to thank Kelly she has been a friend for a long time and is always someone who knows me very well. We started out friends kinda became enemies haha and then amazing wonderful sisters. She will always be there for me and I will always be there for her. We have each others back no matter what:)

Love you guys!:)

more on those three words..

So this blog will follow the past blog..and the title of that blog..
So does anyone ever wonder why there is this neverending thought about when to say those three amazing, wonderful words?? I am not sure if I am just thinking about this because last night I watched P.S I love you again, which if you haven't seen it go out and rent it! I went to the movie theatre last year in decemeber and saw it opening night and it was amazing and then i just like i had said watched it again. Guess what? It was still amazing!:) It is just one of those films that you don't get sick of. It has so much meaning behind it really.

I sit here wondering about this why is their soo much fear in saying these three words to someone else? I mean shouldn't you just say what you feel? I would think that would be true. However, I think that lots of people think..well if they haven't said it then maybe I should wait till they say it. Oh and then their is this other thought..called apparent tradition it is basically saying that we still as woman should not say this first because come on a man should say it first right? Well, honestly who thinks this is a good way of looking at this? Don't you think we as woman should just say it first if we are honestly feeling it? It's a tough call..I still haven't figured it out. Well if any of you have advice or experience with this and want to actually share it then go for it I would love to hear what your thoughts are on this!:) I am just very curious on everyones take on this little matter haha.

I want comfort in these words..

Hello to whomever is reading this..if you are reading this maybe you should add me and follow all my blogs haha they are sure to get alot more interesting!;)

So i got this from Oblivious to the Obvious! So I decided to do it!=)



All of the answers to this had to be one word...
Where is your mobile phone? couch
Where is your significant other? Butte
Your hair colour? brown
Your mother? amazing
Your father? kind
Your favourite thing? love
Your dream last night? realistic
Your dream goal? possible
The room you're in? livingroom
Your hobby? pictures
Your fear? alone
Where do you want to be in 6 years? content
Where were you last night? house
What you're not? shy
One of your wish-list items? makeup
Where you grew up? missoula
The last thing you did? messenger
What are you wearing? tshirt pj's
Your TV? on
Your pets? ringo(beta)
Your computer? laptop
Your mood? okay
Missing someone? yes
Your car? malibu
Something you're not wearing? socks
Favourite shop? h&m
Your summer? exciting
Love someone? yes
Your favourite colour? purple
When is the last time you laughed?phone
When is the last time you cried? yesterday

Food

FOOD DIARY

12-9-08
Breakfast: nothing
Lunch: Turkey sandwich, 1 cup tomato soup
Dinner: Pizza mac river cheese 2 pieces
Snack:Banana, celery*3 with PB, yogurt

12-10-08
Breakfast: Egg Burrito w cheese and sourcream
Lunch: popcorn 100 calorie
Dinner: Egg salad sandwich
Snack: Celery with PB,Toast with Peanut Butter
Snack: Pickle sandwich stacker

ramblings of a sleepy person

Okay so seriously i can't sleep..what the heck. I think i have all this energy stored from all the fruit i had today i know it sounds cheesy right? But, that's all i can think of. I had like uhh grapes, banana then for veggies i had carrots and celery with pb. Wierd mix today. I ate alot. haha. Well, so i really should be finishing up my interior design project which is supposed to be postmarked today. Which of course it will be. I am def. not done quite yet though. Oh well:) I know I will be. I have alot done, most of it actually. Well what else..i'm listening to random music on the tv. It is pretty good, right now it's matt kearny..he's pretty good. I soo can't wait till like next week is over and i'm dunzo with school. It will be very nice. Then it's off to find a job. I shall also pursue my bachelors degree. We shall see. It's up in the air right now.

Oh gosh now it Melissa Ethridge now..don't really love her too much haha. Oh and I'm talking about the tv by the way. I tend to go all over the place with my thoughts that is. Well, i'm gonna attempt to go to bed i believe. Cuz i don't know if it's just me, but i don't feel as though this is very interesting haha. But here is something that I discovered artist wise today that i love!

Her name is Lenka!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=90691736

i really like her songs..but so far my fav's are "the show, don't let me fall and knock, knock."

soo something a bit new..